My head is not in it today. I tried to make a video. I couldn't figure out what to write for a script. I tried to look for work. I couldn't figure out where to start. I tried to sing and have some fun. I couldn't figure out what to sing. I am tired. I am tired of the phone calls pleading for help. I am tired of the tears. I am tired of no good news. I am even tired of trying to think of good things. I know I need a vacation. Can I get a vacation in the middle of fighting a war? I don't think so. I feel alone most of the time though I know I am not the only one going through this. I also feel very stupid. I swear I am looking for the silver lining. Like if I don't have the house, I could have more money for myself. I like my location and I need my animals.
I'd really like to write something profound and have a great video for everyone to see. I'd like to know that this blog sparked a lot of discussion and comments. Today I just don't care. I really need a nap. I'm gonna get one soon. Take Care
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