Not a good day

I hate sitting in limbo.  I am dying to take action on something but nothing is happening.  I have struggled to keep my home for so long and it looks like slowly but surely I am losing it.  I thought I would have more money coming in but it's not coming.  I know I am supposed to think of good things, but I can't today.  I am scared and unhappy.  I am afraid I will have to get rid of the animalsI love so much.  Sorry nothing positive to say.  Pray for me and take care.