More good things

One of things I like about my life that I don't talk about much is watching Young and the Restless in the afternoon.  Don't get me wrong I would like a job more.  But I love Y and R.  I wish they had not taken off the other Daytime dramas.  I miss As the World Turns and Guiding Light.  But I love Y and R more.  I grew up watching these shows.  When I was young, I was not mobile enough to go to my friends homes in the summer, so we used to hang out on the phone and watch the soaps together.  My favorite characters are still the cute good guys.  Sometimes even the bad guys are hot.  for Y and R that means Daniel, Cane, and Billy just light me up.  Their story lines keep me interested and I live their smiles or winks or shirtless scenes.  I watch Y and R not with friends on the phone but with my care provider now.  She is just as into it. 

I also know that part of my focus on the good things in life means listening to more music.  I have always loved singing and I have convinced myself that I am not talented enough to put up videos and get noticed.  OK so I may not be the next Justin Beiber, I do have some talent.  No one says anyone out there has to watch anyway.  The more I do stuff I like the better my outlook.  I need that now.  There will always be the new piece of paperwork.  Their will be the next bill.  I would like to find my next opportunity.  The next stage of my life.    While I am looking, take care