Monday, August 1, 2011

Well it is a Monday

Well it's Monday.  I really wish I had some type of job on these days.  I have a job interview at 9 am on Thursday.  I don't want to say anything about it for two reasons.  One.  They do not know yet that I am disabled.  My resume with 6 years of advocacy and 10 years of public speaking on stereotypes should give one a clue.  I really don't think they know.  Reason 2 every time I tell someone that I have a job interview with this company or that one, I never seem to get the jobs.  I expect this to be more of the same.  They pulled my resume off Monster.  It would not have dawned on me to contact them.  I honestly don't know what I think of their jobs.  I don't even know if I can get into their offices.  I am sending someone to scout that out.  I expect the door to be closed as soon as they find out I am disabled.  I will keep you posted.

I am also worried about this budget issue thing.  If the social security checks don't come out then I can't pay my bills.  NONE OF THEM!  Don't get me wrong I KNOW I am not alone in this worry.  Anyone who gets social security has to be worried sick.  That is really one of the biggest reasons why I hate being on disability and will try until I am dead to get off of disability.  When you get on disability the government gets to tell you what you can earn, how much you can save, and some of what you can do with your money.  If you earn over $1000.00 per month you will make too much money and get your disability terminated.  If you save over 2000.00 in your bank you will get your disability cut.  You are not allowed to invest this money.  If you get married your disability gets cut maybe terminated depending on what your spouse makes.  Since I don't like rules and boxes you can see I don't like this system.  However right now it is the only thing keeping a roof over my head.   So let's hope we get our checks.  I just know my life needs to change and I am the only one who can change it.  Anyway nothing else is going on.  I will write again.  Take care

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