Not your normal Sunday.

I did not like today.  I did not get to doze much cause my family came over to clean.  I like it when they come but they usually come later in the day.  I did not get to watch any good documentaries or movies.  I spent the day heating up ravioli in a can and eating hot dogs and doing paperwork.  I think I am being punished by God for all the paperwork I should have done and didn't.  from any missed work stuff to any college stuff I should have done but didn't do.  I am making up for it now.  I have all that paperwork from trying to do all the modifications to now the Emergency Mortgage Assistance to filling out applications for public assistance and energy assistance.  I also have any and all job applications and I still have to fill out the paperwork to get my property taxes exempt.  This is due Sept 1. Sometimes they extend the deadline if no one signs up.  If I get my paperwork in by the first deadline I won't have to worry about it. 

It looks like I will have to go to the bank to get monies to go to the movies.  I really hate to take money out.  I don't think I will get a job soon so I need to keep something in savings as much as I can.  I would really like to get going selling AVON but since no one is buying much of anything now.  I don't see that doing much.  I am not writing today to harp on the negative.  I just need to get all my ducks in a row.  I need to do all the paperwork, sit on the phone and beg if I have to to get my life in a better place.  Hopefully my care provider will come back tomorrow and a regular routine will help me feel more secure.  I have been anxious very anxious today. I am hoping I will calm down after a few hands of rummy and getting out of my chair for the night.  I hate to take them but I still have a few pills if needed.

I do have a bit of good news.  I spoke with a member of the faculty at SU.  She is getting her syllabus for her classes and is considering having me for more than 1 day.  She said something about a week. (two or three classes)  That would really be awesome!  If I feel like I am doing something I am always much better.  I hope it pans out.  Good wishes and prayers are needed.  If anyone wants to buy AVON send me a comment or email me.  (it all goes to the same place)  Take care