I have had a bad few days lately. I have been really down and really desperate to change anything about my life. I get sad at anything. Not even my beloved movies don't cheer me up. I am at my wits end. I was watching Glee on demand last night. It was all about trying for the school musical. We never had musicals in high school when I was there. It might have been difficult for me to be in one since dancing while using a wheelchair needs some careful choreography at best. I do have fond memories of trying to fit in on a show choir type song and always smile a bit at Glee for having Artie. I do love a musical though. I have seen several on and off Broadway. That may be why I woke up and had this song playing in my head all day
The lyrics of the song are as follows.
Maybe this time I'll be lucky..Maybe this time he'll stay.
Maybe this time for the first time, love won't hurry away.
He will hold me fast. I'll be home at last.
Not a loser anymore like the last time and the time before.
Ev'ry body loves a winner so nobody loved me.
Lady peaceful, Lady happy
That's what I long to be.
All the odds are in my favor Something's bound to begin.
It's gotta happen happen sometime
Maybe this time I'll win.
This song is about being accepted finally. I think most people have felt like an outcast at sometime. Some people never find their place in the world. I am very worried I will never find my place. In order not to be driven absolutely crazy, some part of me must need to be optimistic that my life will change. I am trying to make things better. This song is for all the optimists. Hang in there and hope for each other. Take Care
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