Still Angry

I got a call from the person who is stealing from me.  She told me taking money from that account was an honest mistake and she would pay me back.  She does not pay back money she owes often and I can honestly say I am not holding my breath that she will this time.  The problem is I KNOW taking this card was not an honest mistake.  IT WAS A CRIME!  I TOLD her not to take that card.  I TOLD her the only monies I have on that card go to the mortgage.  I am still so mad at this I could scream.  I want to have her arrested so bad.  I know it will cause more trouble than the money is worth.  She tells me she is my friend and I am her best friend.  What a load of  Bull CRAP!  No person would treat a friend like this.  I am angry at her. I am angry at her inconsideration.  She watched me struggle with all this homeowner mess and it took me almost 3 years to find a way out.  She knows how important it is for me to NOT default on this loan.  She just did not care.  She did not expect to get caught.  She is no friend of mine.

I have to be there with her over night for Thanksgiving.  I am going to hate it.  This is going to ruin Christmas too.  .I love Christmas with my family and all I can think of is this B took my money!  I know that we are supposed to forgive each other.  I honestly don't know if I can forgive her.  I would like to think I am a good person but I just don't know if I am that good.  I hate to think that I need to cut ties with my family but I just don't see any other way right now.  I will just have to stop asking them for their help with things.  It will cause a bit of a hardship but I may come out better in the end.  I wish I could post this where a million people will see it.  I need to get an idea what to do.  Should I go there for Christmas?   Should I begin to cut ties with my family?  What if it was just her and not him or them?  What do I do?  What a mess.  Anyway,  thoughts are appreciated.  Take Care