As you can read I survived Thanksgiving with my family. I am still pretty pissed that the money was stolen. I have had further bad luck in that my chair is severely broken. It will probably take weeks to fix. Luckily it seems that my insurance will cover all of this so I just need to wait. I am not good at waiting. I am impatient and really grouchy. I do the best I can though. Thank God I have a care provider. With me not able to leave the house without help. She has helped pay bills and been huge in making sure things get done. I have paid my mortgage for this month despite the fact that my money was stolen. I now need to pay my monthly bills and hope I have money left for Christmas. I will get a better idea what I will have as my regular bills get paid. Honestly I expect it to be real close to breaking me. Good things have happened to me before so I am hoping and praying good things will happen to me again.
What really makes me anxious is that I have a performance this weekend. This is my big duet. Epilepsy has promised to get me to most of the rehearsals left. I just have to miss tonight. To miss a rehearsal goes against everything I was taught. Today I really have no choice. I have spoken to my director. He understands but is disappointed. At least I will still be a part of the performance.
My cat Minnie also refuses to come home. I cannot protect her from the other cats as well in a push chair and need much more help. So she is gone. I am hoping I can get her back. I'd hate to think of her not eating because I cannot get her.
These are the things that run through my head day and night, Money Kitties Music other obligations, all things that keep me awake. So why is this titled The Race Begins and not not things that make me go
It's a race to see if my nerves will hold out long enough for me to pay my bills, perform my obligations and make it through Christmas before I have to be placed in a rubber room. Wish me luck, take care. and please consider
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